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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Grace and the Homeschool

2 Cor. 12:9 – “But He [Jesus] said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.”

I’ve noticed a series of stages in the life of homeschool moms. The first, of course, is one of anxiety and fear as the dear newbies begin their great adventure. The second is usually a fluctuation between “some ol’, same ol’" and delight in the privilege of being with our children all day. The third, ahhh…this is the pinnacle we all work toward…graduation!

But somewhere in the second stage lies a hidden sub-level that homeschool moms don’t talk about. It begins when many get lost in the illusion of fantastic stories and statistics (all meant to be encouraging) of super homeschoolers. These super homeschoolers and their families live on small self-sufficient farms where they raise their own livestock, fruits and vegetables; make their own clothes, their children have all read War and Peace by their third-grade year, they have formed their own family orchestra and every evening they play the chamber music that the oldest two siblings have co-written AND the parents have written an entire curriculum that keeps them in demand at homeschool conventions across the country. Oh, by the way, all the children aced their SATs and entered an ivy-league college at age 16.

That’s when we can come to the point where burn-out could be on the horizon if we try to live up to the exception (note family above) rather than the rule (all the ‘normal’ families that go unmentioned). YES…homeschoolers score an average of 30-35 points above their public/private school counter-parts on the SATs. YES…ivy-league colleges are welcoming homeschoolers with open arms. YES…because of the love and time that homeschool families have with each other our families can (and DO) do superior, wonderful things together! BUT…burn-out can come when a mom tries to live up to that ideal everyday.

Many moms on this level can feel like a hamster in the wheel…running, running, running but going nowhere. While Dad is at work, mom is home acting as teacher, nurse, short-order cook, police officer, librarian, taxi cab driver…and on and on. With so much demand on her it isn’t difficult to understand why she might feel unloved, inadequate and insignificant.

Something I had been heard to say more than once to moms in our support group is: “Even though we homeschoolers are very independent, it’s still no place to be an island.” What I mean is that we need spiritually and emotionally fed.

We must feed ourselves on the spiritual food of God’s Word. This is where The Source of All has given us instruction and spiritual nourishment. This is where our real strength comes from. Whether you prefer to read and pray in the morning or evening makes no difference. Just do it! “But I don’t have the time! I can’t read and pray in the morning because I barely get up before my kids. I can’t read and pray at night because I’m so tired I fall asleep after the first sentence.” I used to feel the same way. Personally, I read and pray at night and fall asleep ruminating on what I have studied. The Lord doesn’t care what time of day we talk to Him…He just wants us to talk to Him! You will be amazed at how this changes your day.

You need to be emotionally fed as well. Of course, the Lord is first in this area, BUT the first mortal you need to go to is your husband. He has no idea what you’ve been through or what you need unless you tell him. As much as we wish they were mind-readers, sadly they are not. If he will help you for a half an hour a day to take time for a sip of tea and read a book or even going to the grocery by yourself can have a reviving effect of your mind.

Another emotional out-let can be your support group. “As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another.” (Prov. 27:17) Everyone there has been through, or will go through, what you are going through. Use them…that’s why they are there. In our area we have a weekly gym day at a YMCA. The students have dubbed the moms “The Lounging Mamas” because many of them meet in the lounge. While they are there, they do everything from write lesson plans, to gab, to share new ideas and to PRAY.

Dear friendships are made in these groups. (I loved my time w/these ladies!) Don’t isolate yourself by thinking that you are the only one who has a “low” day in a world of perfect homeschoolers. You won’t be embarrassed, you will find a sisterhood that the Lord has purposely put in your path. (2 Cor. 1:3-4)

Blessings from Ohio, Kim Wolf <><

{FYI~The top photo is DD#1 at her awesome backyard homeschool graduation ~ 6/06!}


  1. oh sweetie, how awesome and such an encouragement! Thank you for taking the time to write be a visible example of Jesus and His love for others :) Would you mind if I posted this to the site?

    May God richly bless you today and increase your influence, Kim!!

  2. Thank you, Nannie Dearest. Please do.

    Blessings from Ohio...Kim W<><

  3. Well said, Kim!
    While I only home schooled my youngest daughter and two foster daughters we had legal custody of, and then only for two years, I did also teach 3 and 4th grade English and Art at a very tiny Christian School for 6 years. It was kind of like home schooling--I think I may have told you before, my husband and I were ministry-run, house-parents for abused kids for those years--and all the kids,10 altogether,(plus my three) attended our little country school. (You could never do this today without being a certified foster parent-which as the laws became stricter, we later became.) Anyway, it was not always easy, to say the least--I could not have done it without constantly being in prayer and remembering and trusting that I would find everything I needed for life and godliness in God's Word! And, yes, it was very important--each evening after dinner, while the kids did their chores, my husband and I would have our coffee together and discuss the day's problems and praises!
    Please feel free to use any music you like from my playlist. It is hard to find good stuff, especially if you don't want to spend a lot of time at that yukky websight. I enjoy different types of music, but Celtic is one of my favorites. I have seen some Michael Card songs at a friends blog-I"ll try to see if I can find out more about them.
    Thank you so much, Kim, for all the kind and encourging words you always leave at my blog!
    With Love from the Cabin,
    Claudia O.

  4. Thank you Kim. This is soo important. I was compiling stats for a workshop and started to get that 'I'm not good enough vibe' Deep breather, deeper prayer and great friends like you later and I feel better about where the Lord has us now. Again thanks for the article.
    God bless
    Heather Laurie

  5. Very true, very well put, very much what the Lord tells us we ought to do. Thank you for the reminder here. *smile* Have a great evening knowing Jesus loves you. Sincerely, Mommy of two little blessings


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